Poems

New Me

New me
Same me 
Still me

You've seen me at my worst 
I know you thought I was fat
But I always knew you were at bat. 

I'm changing for you
I'm changing for me 
Now if only I could get you to quit the chew. 

I'm still overweight 
With you I'll get there 
I can look nice when we go on a date. 

I have more energy now
You see that I know
You being fat, your body will not allow. 

Now that I'm thinner 
Hope you'll look at me more
Because this time I'm gonna be a winner. 

New me 
Same me 
Still me.



Goodbye

So confused
Not knowing what to do
I love you so much
But I love him to.

Most of the time
All we do is fight
I really don't have a clue
Or how to make it right.

I want to be with you
But he is never off my mind
I'am sorry that I'am hurting you
I'am sorry I'am that kind!

Why do I still love my ex?
I ask myself everyday
I have you now
But I just want to hold him in every way.

He would never hurt me,
Curse me or lie
So that is why I now say
I'm sorry and goodbye.

How I lost Everything
I lost more than anyone
The fear, sadness and the loneliness I feel
No one only knows how to make me heal.

You surely can't understand
But this is were I shall stand
All alone with not even a grain of sand.

I lost more then anyone
You may think, yeah sure
What does she know?

But believe me she know's it all to well,
What a long life she live, in hell,
To only a man could hurt a women to fail,

Was a man called Mel.

Not Our Song
We've known each other since we were kids
I always thought you knew
But you never did put in a bid
And now look at you.

I feel bad enough as it is
Then you have to say all those nice words
Why are you in my biz
Wished I would fly away like a bird.

I am tired of all this $hit
I need a stable life
So pissed I could just spit
I am still his wife.

He has no idea about you
Why is this happing now?
If he only knew about you
Why do you want me? I look like a cow.

If I left he would die
I can't leave him, he's my man
Couldn't stand to hear him say bye
He'd do more to you then shoot at the sand.

I'm his till death do us part
And your still married yourself
This isn't very smart
What are we to do now?

I love my husband so much
My heart and soul is his
What are you doing to hurt me so much
It's either hit or miss.

You should have told me sooner
Why did you have to wait so long?
You want to be with me I see that
But this isn't our Song!..